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Goodbye

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 08:40:36 GMT

Goodbye World

you sucked most of the time. and i have had it. screw it all

so CYA xanga

Signing Off for good.

Gregory L. Layfield Jr.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 00:42:16 GMT

"Over a life span, love changes. But it becomes no less intimate, no less meaningful, no less important. For in the measure that passion recedes, the vacancy is replaced with a deeper, more abiding sense of intimacy, care and co-creativity. As the flame fades, deep-burning coals emerge."

"When a man makes a promise, he puts himself into his own hands, like water. And if he opens his fingers to let it out, he need not hope to find himself again."

Some food for thought. Great book i am reading.

Love you guys
G

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 05:07:49 GMT

Now is the time that we must choose between what is right, and what is easy.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 00:26:01 GMT

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

Here ya go. a quiz about me. take it and register so i know your score

Friday, December 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 18:15:16 GMT

Well thanks to phillip.. i have been tagged to tell 5 unsual habits i have... but the saving factor is that i get to tag 5 other people when i done.. so here goes

1. If maybe one side of my lips are sticky or dy and i lick it.. i feel i have to do the other side so i give them equal attention...

2. I make very goofy faces when i play the drums. Most people cant see this because i am short.. but if u ever watch me practicing and just really playing hard.. i make goofy faces.. i dont even realize i am doing it.. but it was pointed out to me by my parents a long time ago. even accompanied by a few pics :)

3. I often try and do things with my left hand (i am right handed) just to see how hard or easy it is and to train myself.. just in case for some reason i lose my right hand.

4. I get hungry every night at midnight.. its like clockwork.. i never realized it until i moved in the house. but it was pointed out to me and now you can tell the time by hunger

5. I cant stand people to touch my head... i put gel and stuff in my hair and people coming up and touching me on the top of the head or something drives me crazy. if my hair is messy and nothings in it and i am just being lazy i dont care at all.. but i just dont want my hair looking like its been snowing cause that gel flakes up and gets all white.

Ok thats my 5. and now i get to do the bad thing:

~~TAGGING~~
Kristi Crowder
Heather Castille
Courtney Mott
Claude Wyatt
Marshall Pilgreen

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 16:58:32 GMT

Well it certaintly has been too long since i posted.. so here goes.

Classes have just started and this quarter looks to be busy already. My schedule is pretty good. NO 8 o clocks.. thats very nice.

I just have so much going on this month but i am excited. School starting and World Missions Summit and just recently added Chi Alpha Christmas Formal... wow i am excited about that. I am in charge of all the fun stuff... the last party i had went well.. the costume ball.. so i gotta really outdue myself on this one. I already have a date.. (yay me) and i am very excited because we have a great time with each other. We had lunch yesterday and i walked away in just a great mood... thanks steph ^_^

I am also really getting serious with this book I want to write finally... that and changing my major and who I am and what I want to do have been prying on my mind. I just cant see myself in a cubicle programming. I would rather be a secretary.. at least i will get to interact with people. So the major switch is looking like a good possibility. Just CSC Minor and English Major. Maybe i could still get some good computer job.. just more interaction with customers and/or working outside the office.. that would suit me great. And my english classes and stuff really appeal to me more than my CSC classes and I believe will really help me be a better writer. My book.. yes i want to write a book is being planned... so serious brain storming has started.

I pray everyone had a great thanksgiving and is looking forward to Christmas. I havent been in a holiday mood for years.. but this year.. i just feel it.. i just feel like singing carols and stuff.. i think this is going to be a merry christmas indeed

G

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 13:46:29 GMT

Woke up this morning for my last final. Wallet and Cell phone.. gone... more later.. yeah. i am angry

EDIT: Gone as in stolen... thats sad when u cant leave stuff on your own desk at a christian organization..

Friday, November 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 18:15:26 GMT

I want to find the first guy to ever have a cold, and punch him in the throat for giving it to everyone.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 05:43:25 GMT

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous"" Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesnt serve the world. Theres nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people wont feel insecure around you. We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us... And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
-Nelson Mandela

How more true can this be? Think about it a second. You, like most others, will tell yourself that this is untrue. But think about the last time you were around a huge group of people and the last thing u wanted to do was show them your joy, your happiness, your light. That somehow the joy we get from God is a burden, that it will belittle other people. This isnt pride.. this isnt some sort of arrogance, its walking in the full light of God, knowing that he is in control and that he controls all. If we couldnt be what God truely wants us to be, then we wouldnt be outlined to be what God wants us to be. We each have this light in us, this confidence and a heart yearning to be ourselves, but we are more afraid of actually succeeding that we will never be able to satisfy ourselves and always be our own worst enemy.

I know people who are afraid of being happy. And its just because of insecurities. They think they are too ugly, too fat, too old, too young, too messed up, too hurt, too (insert what you are here). We are so afraid of happiness, yet its the one thing we yearn for the most. Why is it the one thing we want the most, we hold ourselves back from. We are a chosen people. A people ready to take this Christian flag and wave it at the mountain tops... to be the William Wallace of these people; to teach, to train, and to lead by example.

So whats holding you back? I am not saying theres an easy solution to this, but realizing this about myself is really opening my eyes to alot of the things i could make better about myself.

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 16:54:07 GMT

Well its a great post weekend update.

Friday Night:
We had a great party. Kristi and Claudes Birthday party was friday night. It was a costume party and what a great time we had. I was Neo and man. i was a freaking HOT neo hehe. Go check out the pics. www.latechxa.org they are incredible. We really had some great costumes including Optimus Prime, the whole Scooby Doo gang, Wizard of Oz gang.. and many more. If you missed it.. well you just missed it. Go check the pics and be jealous.

Satuday:
Well saturday morning i was exhausted. Thank God that they had plenty of help, because they built a stage in our back yard. Really cool stuff. But we had tailgaiting that went ok and we won another home game. Bulldawgs are a pretty good team this year.

Sunday:
My life changed. I finally was roped into watching the Notebook. Aside from a few corny scenes that are typical in every love story. it wasnt half bad. But it really made me think alot. How hard it is to love someone. It did a good job showing that. Just the devotion and it didnt pretty it up too much like most love stories.

Me and kat are still together and doing great. We are already approaching a month.. wow. doesnt feel like it. we continue to grow closer and open up to each other more and more. and its still goign very slow and thats nice. I like where we are going. theres a few things that may still get in the way.. but nothing too major.

Well leave me some comments.. i appreciate them..

BYE